Is this Freak ready 4 CHANGE?

So I will admit that I'm certainly not the same person that I once was 6 month ago before starting this journey. These last few months have taught me something so real; Here're a list of things that have changed the most within me.

1. Don't always be so bitchy or standoffish. Be able to show the real you and LIVE YOUR TRUTH as well as your FREAK nature.

   
   
2. SPEAK THE FUCK UP!  Always remember that you have a voice so don't hesitate when saying what you have to say. Stop worrying about what others may think of you when you voice your thoughts/opinions on something. FUCK THEM because they're not living your life or paying your bills.

   
   
3. Onyx is a welcoming experience to brotherhood and Leather Families. Now, over the last 6 month this process has shown me a sense of brotherhood. My LB (Line Brothers) are very DIFFERENT, funny, and protective of one another. I truly love them all (even though they may get on my nerves at times, LMAO). "Hear the sound. Love the tunes. Embrace the Symphony."

   
   
4. Most importantly SLOW THE FUCK DOWN! I've realized that the term means "Stop and think for just a minute. Think about the decision or action you're about to make and how it may affect those around you." .

My journey is far from over, if anything it has only just begun.
So, cheers to being a Freak! as well as a Leather Man.

Rope Play

So lately I have been window shopping on various type of rope for Play. My PM suggestive that I "get off my ass and just go to the store". But lately I've been lazy as hell. So lazy to the point that I rather just shop online.

Idk what it's about tying someone up and having my way with them is fascinating. I need to hurry up and buy some damn ropes. So that I can start exploring this shit.

Hmm I wondering what would happen if I combine  this with Popper Training???

Hush Freak!!!!

So for those who don't know I'm hearing impaired........But my disabilities doesn't stop me from getting my freak on. In fact it help me advocate myself to let other know that "if you think that I am ignoring you or not listening to you this is the reason why". I will be honest sometime it's hard trying to talk to peoples because that little kid inside me that use to be tease and bullies because of my disabilities tend to take over and just want to stay quiet. But at the same time life is too short to stay quiet right?  I feel that my disabilities will not stop me from being the freak that I want to be. To me it's a other obstacles that I have overcome.

Since I've started my Freak Journey I have learn 3 thing regarding my disabilities.

1. You can only be judge by the content of your character not by your disabilities
2. Stop worrying about what other think of you and your hearing impairment.
3. Never let other feel sorry for you about being hearing impaired because you don't.

 P.S.......It's Called Hearing Impaired!! Not Deaf...... That is just plain RUDE as FUCK!!!

Moons Monday

As most of you may know that I've recently started Moons Monday. It was started because Monday have always been known as "I hate Monday", people feeling blah, and plus Monday is always getting left out. I'm hoping that we could all change that mind set of Monday from blah to "damn look at that Phat Ass".


I'm hoping to post a new one every 2 week just because sometime I don't feel like posting nothing. So I am taking a break this week. But don't worry I got yall next week  

Freak In a Leather Families

Hiiiiiiiiiiiii Everyone,


So I have been thinking a lot about Leather Families.But can a Freak such as myself be a part of one? As well how can a Families benefit a from freak and how can a freak benefit from a Families? Are we able to be free as we once were before or do we has to limit ourselves of what we can do and cannot do?




Look like I'm going on adventure to find out...... Be Right Back 

Water Me Down!!!!

Oh Honey (in my Trixie Mattel voice)...... I totally got my life about a month ago. I tried watersport as Sub with my big brother Puma (as the Dom). Baby let me tell you that it was everything!!! The feeling of warm urine touching my body and into my mouth, put me in a head space so deep that it left speechless. but not to self DO NOT ENGAGE in Play if a you have just eaten asparagus. That vegetable can leave the smell of urine quite powerful!




We tried it a few more time after that by doing a "Power Exchange" just so that I can be more comfortable with it. I really enjoy this type of play but I am very picky about who I engage in this type of play with as a Sub simply because not everyone hygiene is at 100%. I mean don't get me wrong I love a men smell. But not to the point that I grasping for air lmao but seriously "not in front of my salad"... But me as a Dom well that is a different story ;) . I'm willing to watersport on any Sub that desire it. Hell I might pull an R.Kelly jk.




Now I want to try getting piss into while getting fuck. I have only experience that as a Dom, but not a Sub so shall be fun. As a Dom I love when a Sub pushes it out of his hole, into my mouth, then I will spit it into his mouth 😈. Damn I am getting a Bonner.


So with that being said. Is there anyone that would like to volunteer as tribute? Hehe Stay Tune

 

Uncut

Uncut Penis is my overall #1 fetish. I envy the fact that I am not uncircumcised I love the way it looks, how it feel in my mouth, the scent, pulling on it with my tongue, and watching as the dick gets fully hard and how it may or may not fully show the head.

Uncut penises develop this natural lube which I find fucking hot. I tried experimenting by pulling on my skin so that I can become uncut. But that shit hurt lmao, so I aborted the mission, as my big bro would say.

Now, I know some people are thinking like: “Uncut men don’t really know how to clean their dick properly”. That may, at times be true, but the same can be said about “Cut” men.

After years of being infatuated with Uncut, I’ve come to realize that some men don't know that they may have this "unwanted scent". Mostly because it has become a part of their everyday life. Instead of giving them a disgusted face, just be honest with them. Yes it may or may not hurt their feelings, but I rather be real than to be fake.

The appearance of an uncut penis is very intriguing to me. It resembles to the look of warm blankets wrapped around a person's body. I love pulling the skin back because I want to see what the head looks like ;). I love surprises.

The way it feels in my mouth makes me speechless. There are no word to describe this feeling. I love tasting the extra skin and playing it with my tongue. It's like fireworks on the 4th of July. My favorite part is licking the inside of the skin and head. It’s the best climax for me.

Watching it as it slowly gets hard intrigues me because sometimes the head may or may not pop out of the skin. I am always excited to see how it is going to look when it's rock-hard.

Overall I love men that are uncircumcised. I feel that they have the most fun in bed. People like myself love to worship them.

Hey Freak be Free

So you're probably wondering why does he call himself a freak? It's such a horrible word. But let me ask you this: Why is freak viewed from a negative standpoint and not a positive and judgement-free one? Is it because society portrays "freak" as this word that defines someone that is outcast or has no sense of belonging? This is a norm that we have allowed ourselves to give in to.

The purpose of this blog is to show that the word FREAK can be, not only empowering, but also a sense of freedom of what your heart desired for so long. Also for people who are afraid of being a Freak- those that truly want to, but feel that they can't speak up.

I'm a natural-born freak who refuses to hide any longer in the shadow of shame or fear; I choose to show who and what I am. There was a time in my life when I would fear to show the freak in me. Mostly because I didn't think there was a place of belonging and I worried about how people around me would judge me for not being in society's norm.

So for years I hid the freak within me. Yes I would play and get my rocks off, but there was something missing from all of this. It was like a part of me was trying to break free from torment; wearing a mask that could no longer hold me. I began to let my freak out little by little over time, but it wasn't until Ariana Grande's album "Dangerous Woman" debut in the Summer of 2016. It dawn on me that one of my favorite artist of all time had a freaky side, and she wasn't afraid to let the world know. There is a quote that she once said that truly inspired me to let my Freak (the real me) out, to full completion: "To me, a Dangerous Woman is someone who's not afraid to take a stand, be herself, and to be honest."

Freak to me, is someone that is able to be free and empowered by what they truly desire in life, as well as themselves. Without fear, judgement of others, or hiding there their true self to the world.

Ask yourself: "Are you tired of living a lie or do you want to change and let yourself be free?

Hey FREAK, BE FREE!